Mental Floss

I feel like hell. There’s no other good way to describe how I’m feeling right now other than that. I just feel like curling up into a teary-eyed ball and staying there until this subsides. I keep crying for no good reason other than I feel like it, and I just want to toss all of my pills into the lake and be done with it. I hurt all over. My breasts hurt, my back hurts, my teeth hurt, my soul hurts. I feel so completely empty inside. I know I need help but I have no way to get it. I could sit here in the dark forever waiting for my white knight to come rescue me and know it’ll never happen.